Sunday, February 27, 2011

Broken Heart again

JengJeng
Here I am
In the loneliness
Start from loving him, everyday just like spring season
Flowers everywhere, especially when you texting with me
I feel like I get a motivation in my life
For pray, for study
I wanna you see me as the best girl
But now, nothing left
You HAVE BEEN CHANGED
Be different too different
I never taught this will be happen
You said I'm not important anymore for you
And that time, I feel broke
I feel so crazy, ahaha, how poor I am
I'm not a little girl that can always move on
SO, UNTIL THIS TIME, YOU STILL THE ONE IN MY HEART
HOPE YOU CAN LOVE ME LIKE YOU DID BEFORE ˘)ε˘`)

Who You are

This is the song
When everything be complicated in this film
but I love this part :D

I stare at my reflection in the mirror... 
Why am I doing this to myself? 
Losing my mind on a tiny error, 
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ... 
"no,no, no, no..." 

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars! 
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, 
It's okay not to be okay... 
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart. 
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, 
Just be true to who you are! 
(who you are)x11 

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect? 
I forgot what to do to fit the mold , yeah! 
The more I try the less is working yeah yeah yeah 
'Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..." 

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars! 
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, 

It's okay not to be okay... 
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart. 
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, 
There's nothing wrong with who you are! 

Yes, No's, egos, fake shows 
Like "woo", just go, and leave me alone! 
Real talk, real life, good love, goodnight, 
With a smile ... 
That's my own ! (that is my own) "no,no,no,no..." 

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars! 
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing, 
It's okay not to be okay... 
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart. 
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising, 
Just be true to who you are! 
yeah yeah yeah

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Doll from Popsky :)

Well few days ago is my birthday
Actually on february, 16
Than, my popsky a.k.a Evan Darussalam give me a doggy doll
And I gave it name "jeypii"
haha just heard cute XD




Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Lolos Dari Buk Sumi :D
























nonsense

Beauty and The Beast~

This is my favourite fairy tale story, so romantic :D
and got a very deep moral message :)



Orientation :

Once upon a time as a merchant set off for market, he asked each of his three daughters what she would like as a present on his return. The first daughter wanted a brocade dress, the second a pearl necklace, but the third, whose name was Beauty, the youngest, prettiest and sweetest of them all, said to her father:

"All I'd like is a rose you've picked specially for me!"

Complication I :

When the merchant had finished his business, he set off for home. However, a sudden storm blew up, and his horse could hardly make headway in the howling gale. Cold and weary, the merchant had lost all hope of reaching an inn when he suddenly noticed a bright light shining in the middle of a wood.

Resolution I :

As he drew near, he saw that it was a castle, bathed in light. "I hope I'll find shelter there for the night," he said to himself. When he reached the door, he saw it was open, but though he shouted, nobody came to greet him. Plucking up courage, he went inside, still calling out to attract attention. On a table in the main hall, a splendid dinner lay already served. The merchant lingered, still shouting for the owner of the castle. But no one
came, and so the starving merchant sat down to a hearty meal.

Overcome by curiosity, he ventured upstairs, where the corridor led into magnificent rooms and halls. A fire crackled in the first room and a soft bed looked very inviting. It was now late, and the merchant could not resist. He lay down on the bed and fell fast asleep. When he woke next morning, an unknown hand had placed a mug of steaming coffee and some fruit by his bedside.

The merchant had breakfast and after tidying himself up, went downstairs to thank his generous host. But, as on the evening before, there was nobody in sight. Shaking his head in wonder at the strangeness of it all, he went towards the garden where he had left his horse, tethered to a tree. Suddenly, a large rose bush caught his eye.

Complication II :

Remembering his promise to Beauty, he bent down to pick a rose. Instantly, out of the rose garden, sprang a horrible beast, wearing splendid clothes. Two bloodshot eyes, gleaming angrily, glared at him and a deep, terrifying voice growled: "Ungrateful man! I gave you shelter, you ate at my table and slept in my own bed, but now all the thanks I get is the theft of my favorite flowers! I shall put you to death for this slight!" Trembling with fear, the merchant fell on his knees before the Beast.
"Forgive me! Forgive me! Don't kill me! I'll do anything you say! The rose wasn't for me, it was for my daughter Beauty. I promised to bring her back a rose from my journey!" The Beast dropped the paw it had clamped on the unhappy merchant.

"I shall spare your life, but on one condition, that you bring me your daughter!" The terror-stricken merchant, faced with certain death if he did not obey, promised that he would do so. When he reached home in tears, his three daughters ran to greet him. After he had told them of his dreadful adventure, Beauty put his mind at rest immediately.

Resolution II:

"Dear father, I'd do anything for you! Don't worry, you'll be able to keep your promise and save your life! Take me to the castle. I'll stay there in your place!" The merchant hugged his daughter.

"I never did doubt your love for me. For the moment I can only thank you for saving my life." So Beauty was led to the castle. The Beast, however, had quite an unexpected greeting for the girl. Instead of menacing doom as it had done with her father, it was surprisingly pleasant.

In the beginning, Beauty was frightened of the Beast, and shuddered at the sight of it. Then she found that, in spite of the monster's awful head, her horror of it was gradually fading as time went by. She had one of the finest rooms in the Castle, and sat for hours, embroidering in front of the fire. And the Beast would sit, for hours on end, only a short distance away, silently gazing at her. Then it started to say a few kind words, till in the end, Beauty was amazed to discover that she was actually enjoying its conversation. The days passed, and Beauty and the Beast became good friends.

Then one day, the Beast asked the girl to be his wife. Taken by surprise, Beauty did not know what to say. Marry such an ugly monster? She would rather die! But she did not want to hurt the feelings of one who, after all, had been kind to her. And she remembered too that she owed it her own life as well as her father's.


"I really can't say yes," she began shakily. "I'd so much like to..." The Beast interrupted her with an abrupt gesture.

"I quite understand! And I'm not offended by your refusal!" Life went on as usual, and nothing further was said. One day, the Beast presented Beauty with a magnificent magic mirror. When Beauty peeped into it, she could see her family, far away.

"You won't feel so lonely now," were the words that accompanied the gift. Beauty stared for hours at her distant family. Then she began to feel worried.

Complication III :

One day, the Beast found her weeping beside the magic mirror.

"What's wrong?" he asked, kindly as always.

"My father is gravely ill and close to dying! Oh, how I wish I could see him again, before it's too late!" But the Beast only shook its head.

"No! You will never leave this castle!" And off it stalked in a rage. However, a little later, it returned and spoke solemnly to the girl.

Resolution III :

"If you swear that you will return here in seven days time, I'll let you go and visit your father!" Beauty threw herself at the Beast's feet in delight.

"I swear! I swear I will! How kind you are! You've made a loving daughter so happy!" In reality, the merchant had fallen ill from a broken heart at knowing his daughter was being kept prisoner. When he embraced her again, he was soon on the road to recovery. Beauty stayed beside him for hours on end, describing her life at the Castle, and explaining that the Beast was really
good and kind. The days flashed past, and at last the merchant was able to leave his bed. He was completely well again. Beauty was happy at last. However, she had failed to notice that seven days had gone by.

Complication IV :

Then one night she woke from a terrible nightmare. She had dreamt that the Beast was dying and calling for her, twisting in agony.

"Come back! Come back to me!" it was pleading. The solemn promise she had made drove her to leave home immediately.





Resolution IV :

"Hurry! Hurry, good horse!" she said, whipping her steed onwards towards the castle, afraid that she might arrive too late. She rushed up the stairs, calling, but there was no reply. Her heart in her mouth, Beauty ran into the garden and there crouched the Beast, its eyes shut, as though dead. Beauty threw herself at it and hugged it tightly.

"Don't die! Don't die! I'll marry you . . ." At these words, a miracle took place. The Beast's ugly snout turned magically into the face of a handsome young man.

"How I've been longing for this moment!" he said. "I was suffering in silence, and couldn't tell my frightful secret. An evil witch turned me into a monster and only the love of a maiden willing to accept me as I was, could transform me back into my real self. My dearest! I'll be so happy if you'll marry me."

The wedding took place shortly after and, from that day on, the young Prince would have nothing but roses in his gardens. And that's why, to this day, the castle is known as the Castle of the Rose.

END~

Characters :
  1. Beauty
  2. Beast
  3. Beauty’s father (a merchant)
  4. First daughter
  5. Second daughter

Moral message :
¨       Don’t judge something from it’s cover
¨       You must keep (remember) your promise


                                                                                                          

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Have fun today ^^

Today I was going to Addien's house to study together *read : play together
at his home, there are Aulia, addien, naufal, bi'a, arka, ghina and I
There, we memoriezed some dialogues, than.... PLAYED ! ATE ! PLAYED ! ATE ! and so on~
we ate at "BAKSO KUNTET" and "SOP BUAH SEGAR" oh, so delicious ^^
after that, we played basketball and cycling and plat hide and go seek
that just so funny, I act as plant, wkwk *and than the others follow me :p















HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY :)just like gembel -,-

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

My Birthday is today :)

Today is my birthday :)
I hope I'm not just getting older, but I will getting better too :')
Thank you buat surprise dari anak 8.5
and juga kado dari semuanya :) 
Thanks buat yang udah ngucapin HBD :)


KURANG 1 ORANG PENTING, SAHABAT GUE BELUM NGUCAPIN KE GUE, GUE HARAP DIA INGET :')


fgambar dari nkey tercinta :

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Pics black-white







Love Story Tubbies

Lagu lama sih, tapi sukaaaak bet :)
Gue bakal nyanyi lagu ini besok :)




We were both young 
When I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air


See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know


That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said


Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes


So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while


'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said


Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes


Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes Oh oh


I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said


Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head?
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring


And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all
I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes


Oh, oh, oh, oh 'Cause we were both young when I first saw you


foto pas latihan nyanyi ini :


 with love, uit :*

Thursday, February 10, 2011

Peacock~

Ini lagu yang lagi gue senengin
nadanya asik, catchy banget :D
*tapi artinya ga bagus


I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

Verse 1
Word on the street, you got somethin' to show me, ee
Magical, colorful, Mr. Mystery, ee
I'm intrigued, for a peek, Heard it's fascinating

Words are mislead
Such a tease
Wanna see the show
In 3D, a movie
Heard it's beautiful
Be the judge
And my girls gonna take a bow

Pre-Chorus
I want the jaw droppin, eye popin, head turnin, body shockin
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)
I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)

Chorus
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock


Verse 2
Skip the talk, heard it all, time to walk the walk
Brake me off, if you bad, show me how's the boss
Need some goose, if you lose, come on take a shot

Pre-Chorus
I want the jaw droppin, eye popin, head turnin, body shockin
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)
I want my heart throbbin, ground shakin, show stoppin, amazin
(Uh, uh, oh, Uh, uh, uh, oh)

Chorus
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken boy, stop acting like a beeotch
I'ma peace out if you don't give me the pay off
Come on baby let me see
What you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for, it's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy I'll bet it's beautiful
Come on baby let me see
Whatchu hidin' underneath

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock

Oh my good no exaggeration
Noy all this time was worth the waiting
I just shared a tear
I'm so unprepared
You've got the finest architecture
And on the rainbow looking treasure
Such a sight to see
And it's all for me

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Week of Exams -,-

so damn ! I'm frustated
yesterday, I had two exams, and that two is social knowledge !
Economy, and Geography
#well, just for info, I HATE SOCIAL KNOWLEDGE ! -___-
than, today, I had three ! mind it ! three exams in a day -,-

Monday, February 7, 2011

Scape, I'm trying :)

Jreng-jreng..
gue punya editan baru, haha :D






entah kenapa, tapi gue lagi seneng banget ngedit foto banyak" ahahhaha